Shots at me
Shots at me
Yesterday was horrible. Oppression from such spirits, and rejection from my spiritual advisor slash confessor. Not to mention I was told off of using pictures which were not mine.
The only sure thing I could prove was the last. It was tangible (sort of), and a complete mistake that deserved an apology. I would like to explain the reason, but like an express confession, "the priest need not know the details of the sins."
Family Christmas Dinner
I do not like Christmas. I start not celebrating it last year for evil reasons. It is not really a happy holiday. It's a sin season. I am not being negative as I sound, but the real meaning is superseded by presents and Santa (anagram for...).
Anyway, the dinner is just any other dinner except everyone is talking about their recent acquisition of this and that. I could only show a smile with a sigh underneath. Because, I only have my prayers. It's all I have. Yeah, I feel small and poor. True as it is, I have to soldier on. I keep reminding myself that all these temporal goods... are just temporal goods.
My prayer has always been about my purpose --- I am here to take my place and fight in the name of the One True God.
Fr. Francis
Hi, I think you are scared of what I keep. I have asked you before point-blank if you could handle the deliverance. When you have said that I could do it myself, or maybe someone, I take a hint. It is like my father telling me off to go back to God. I should rather ask help from God. That there, is an enlightenment; that there, is a confirmation that I am a cult of one in this spiritual warfare. Well, there is Ms. M, but I still have to find out if God let her be with me; or if, she is strong enough.
Well, I think it is time to move on. I have known you are not that spritually strong in that kind of way from the very start. I am heart-broken in a way, but if it is God will that I have to fight on my own, then be it.
The Evil Spirit
I have seen you. I really see you and all of you. Either you are strong, or I fall short of Divine strength, especially I have not prayed like I use to. I do not think you deserve a tell-tale story. I am going to push stop now.